Wish I didn't hate getting older
So many didn't get the chance
Here I am with a lingering disorder
Found myself in a toxic romance

Am I selfish, suicidal?
At least I'm not in denial
I'm the princess of my problems
Climbing up from the bottom

Am I selfish, suicidal?
At least I'm not in denial
I'm the princess of my problems
Climbing up from the

I, I don't wanna die tonight
I just think about it sometimes
I think I'm putting up a good fight

Screaming, I
I don't want you to forget
That I'm better now
But I'm not better yet
I don't want you to forget
That I'm not better yet

Save your pity for someone who needs it
God will tell you I'm winning defeated
Laing awake but I've no words
Couple times I've been kicked to the curb
Who doesn't like a little taste of dirt?
Did it all in a tight black shirt

Am I selfish, suicidal?
At least I'm not in denial
I'm the princess of my problems
Climbing up from the bottom

Am I selfish, suicidal?
At least I'm not in denial
I'm the princess of my problems
Climbing up from the

I, I don't wanna die tonight
I just think about it sometimes
I think I'm putting up a good fight

Screaming, I
I don't want you to forget
That I'm better now
But I'm not better yet

I don't want you to forget
That I'm not better yet
I don't want you to forget
That I'm not better yet
Better yet