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[Verse 1]
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Morning breeze comes blowing in as pressure starts to fade
E A B
Me I wake up early now, I know it's a cliche
C#m E A Am
Oh but you'll never find me sleeping at the end of any day
E B A
It's far too much to find my primed imagination
E B C#m A
It wonders through the night despite my petty protestation
E A E
But you'll never know I won't disclose the worried state I'm in
E A B
I do so value my composure it's unclear where to begin
C#m E A Am
Between the headlines read and endless dread or anxious moments when
E B A
I just interpret with the best faith that I can
E B C#m A E A E
But uncertainty unwelcome always comes to foil my carefulest laid plans
[Chorus]
A Am E
There are things we didn't ever used to talk about
A Am E
The excitement in the evening just before the stars came out
A Am E
Like the rustling in the shadows in the park
A Am E
Like how we wandered off alone to find what we feel in the dark
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Like how it doesn't just get easy 'cause you start
[Verse 2]
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With your head laid on the shoulder of some boy you barely knew
E A B
Your unsleeping mind meandered through the things you did and didn't do
C#m E A Am
And certain in the morning you'd remember it was true
E B A
And on the wings of it you flew into the next town
E B C#m A
For the next few days you smiled and said you're glad you came around
E A E
Oh but the blowback's never easy when you're not sure what it means
E A B
The flipside of euphoria is still this mess it seems
C#m E A Am
And when you found a path less traveled doubt just climbed inside your dream
E B
There's always something saying you're not obeying
C#m A E A E
Some central laid out principles of being
[Bridge]
F#m A E
I wanna say we are a people ever aching from self doubt
F#m A B
Not that it's so unique, it's just a thing to think about
C#m E A Am
I mean our parents model virtues of the workplace of the house
E B C#m A E
But not the night wind, not the road and not the family we find out in the cold
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Not to be tender-hearted sending art via youthfulness when old
[Verse 3]
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And you wondered what it meant to be politically queer
E A B
So when I'm lost within my longing is it politics I hear?
C#m E A Am
Oh but the way you felt so strong among the ones you held so dear
E B A
It wasn't home, it's someplace that you could believe in
E B C#m A
Now the rents are rising and your closest friends are leaving
[Chorus]
A Am E
Oh but there are things we didn't ever used to talk about
A Am E
Like how pretenses at purity just drenched us in self doubt
A Am E
Like how we arrive imperfect as we are
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Like how the night wind felt more changeable than cold and distant stars
A Am E
Like how sometimes it just all still seems so far