Eb Eb Gm F Dm Eb Gm F Dm [Verse 1] Eb I get as high as the expectation Bb Then I fall like a house of cards F Even though it is speculation Dm My mind keeps blowing it up Eb I get drunk on the affirmation Bb Then I'm throwing up on the floor F No matter the situation Dm My mind keeps blowing it up [Chorus] Eb Hey Gm F And I keep, keep fucking up Dm Yeah, I keep, keep fucking [Verse 2] Eb It's like I live in an observation Bb In the middle of abstract art F 'Cause even though I get confirmation Dm I can't stop from pulling us apart Eb Bb Oh, without motivation F N.C. Am I good enough, am I good enough? [Chorus] Eb I've been here before Bb F Dm Will it ever be over? I don't wanna be lonely anymore Eb I've been here before Bb F Dm Will it ever be over? 'Cause I wanna be everything you want Eb Hey Gm F And I keep, keep fucking up Dm Yeah, I keep, keep fucking Eb I could be everything that you want Gm F But I keep, keep fucking it up I could be everything that you want Dm But I keep, keep fucking [Bridge] Eb Bb F Dm Eb Bb F Dm D I've been telling lies like it's all fun Bb F Count all of our tries like we have won Dm D Give me one more night out on the run Bb F Dm Sleeping under dark skies, catching every sunrise, nah [Chorus] Eb I've been here before Bb F Dm Will it ever be over? I don't wanna be lonely anymore Eb I've been here before Bb F Dm Will it ever be over? 'Cause I wanna be everything you want Eb Hey, ooh Gm F But I keep, keep fucking up Dm Yeah, I keep, keep fucking Eb I could be everything that you want Gm F But I keep, keep fucking it up I could be everything that you want Dm But I keep, keep fucking [Outro] Eb Bb F Dm