I am dead, ordained by life itself
I am alive, ordained by the death

Witnessed the death of a million
In this path of renunciation
Amputated thoughts
Smothered by those hands of wisdom

The Khadga is the Answer
To the questions I have asked
With that sword in your hand
Transcend this life through death

Embraced the yajna of Chitagni!
Ash smeared and conjuring now
I shall now set my mind aflame!
Penance with conduit of panchamakara

Gnosis stained Khadga
Kaliyei Namah

I shall embrace death by living on the dead flesh
And I know my redemption; I am doped in that gnosis

Thieves of semen now feed the core
Give it birth O Dakini, a cunning whore

Mistress of Death, cease my breath
Redeem me, from this cosmic self
Death by the Khadga and the life is ceased
Soul’s back to womb, thus the Black Ma is pleased

Khadga became my Solace
Its eye revealed the gnosis
Redemption is in bleeding
And my blood becomes Sindur dust