C
It's been two years since

The last time I cried
                         Dm
I was gone with my friends when

My grandmother died
                  G
And her youngest son called me
                       Am F
Tears fell from my phone
                Cmaj7
She planted a garden
               C
And raised him beside it
                 Dm
He played in the soil

As his mother's sunlight hit
                  G
His face and the flowers
                   F
Now they've wilted away
             Dm
If you get impatient

Like an angry father
                     G
And decide that you want me

Decide that you want her
                       C
Just come through the front door
                Dm
Look me in the eyes

I heard that in heaven

Bad things don't exist
                      G
But I heard the same thing goes for

Non-existence so
               C
Whichever one takes us
                 Dm
We're better off there
          C
I thought I heard you say
                       Dm
There were no losers, only winners

That's my mistake
                     G
But if I'm already a sinner

I might as well
                          F
Kill everyone who's ever told me
     Dm   D
I needed help
                              C
Don't offer me something I'm able

To give myself
                            Dm
While you're up busy being stable

I'll clear the shelves
                             G
And all the seats around my table

Have cleared themselves
                                   F
My friends are gone but just for right now
            Dm
At least I will

Forget them all eventually

For one who's all-loving

You turned on me quickly
               G
The moment I left you, you turned them against me
                 Cmaj7       C
In the name of what's right
                    Dm7
As if they could know
                Dm
This imperfect path for these imperfect people
                       G
Where you go they'd follow, the fire or the steeple
                Cmaj7 C
But you never lead them
               Dm
You simply command