Summer days
They fade away
I cut my breast, I'm reaching in
The one decay

Eating of my aching heart
Yet it remains the same

Every time I'm by myself
I turn around and I see you there
In the mirror

Every time I play with myself
I feel a chill in the air
And I know you're near

I'm on my own
(Mm, mm)
Just lying there
(Mm, mm)
With pills I take (ah)

I satiate the crave
To self deflate

Every time I'm by myself
I turn around and I see you there
In the mirror

Every time I play with myself
I feel a chill in the air
And I know you're near

Maybe if I'm quiet
And don't get into trouble
One day you will
Disappear

Maybe it's a personal hell
I deserve
And I don't know why
Remember why

(Mm, mm)
(Mm)
Remember why
Remember why
Remember why