Life's not always kind
You better get used to it
Painting with a knife
To get me through it

(Yeah)

I am full of fear
And contradictions
Easier to hear
Beautiful fiction

(Yeah)

My brain is automatic
It always shifts with no break
I wanna do without it
I wanna sleep for a day

A self portrait gave me hope for today
Just like the rest I threw it away

(Yeah)