I felt it from the start
Things had never been so dark
Something's rotting in your heart
Something feels so wrong
Waiting but I'm not that strong
Signs have been there all along

I don't wanna talk
'Cause I'm sick of feeling crazy
I don't wanna hear
Your excuses, no more maybe
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be here
But I cannot leave

I don't want to believe it
But history, it still repeats
I'm your black, bla-black widow
Your black, bla-black wi-widow
I don't want to believe it
But history, it still repeats
I'm your black, bla-black widow
Your black widow

Darkness pushing through
When it comes to me and you
Still don't know what to do
Trapped and feeling lost
Calling out but I've become
The prey and you're the host

I don't wanna talk
'Cause I'm sick of feeling crazy
I don't wanna hear
Your excuses, no more maybe
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be here
But I cannot leave

I don't want to believe it
But history, it still repeats
I'm your black, bla-black widow
Your black, bla-black wi-widow
I don't want to believe it
But history, it still repeats
I'm your black, bla-black widow
Your black widow