Letting and letting

We were really friends
Didn't think about anything else
I liked having someone to call
But I started taking my shirt off
And facing the wall
And he said something about it one time
I said: If you stop drinking, maybe I could find you attractive
Maybe I could let you have it
And it happened
(Aah)

I asked him why he had these feelings
He said: Your tits and ass don't really hurt
And I think he really meant it
And now I'm wondering if I should let him

Letting him in, why don't the good ones love me?
Watching him fall, watching him go right in front of me
Letting him in, why don't the good ones love me?
Watching him fall, watching him go right in front of me

I can't tell my sister we're together
She knows about that fight, remember?
When you got scared and changed your voice
Turned right from a man into a boy

You turned back, though
Stayed mad, though
'Cause I always go back and forth
A spinal cord
A little pull
It's heroin I'm giving and
Taking it off, taking it
Taking it off, taking it
Taking it off of the table

Letting him in, why don't the good ones love me?
Watching him fall, watching him go right in front of me
Letting him in, why don't the good ones love me?
Watching him fall, watching him go right in front of me

Aah-ah
Aah-ah-oh-eh-ehh
Aah-ah
Aah-ah-oh-eh-ehh