(Ah-ah-ah)

Big man, small talk
Lookin' at me like my clothes off
When I tell you 'bout my bad thoughts (ah-ah-ah)
Lean in, want more
Like the candy from the drugstore
Take my trauma like it's all yours (ah-ah-ah)

Every time you look at me
I feel just like a magazine
I'm not here, I'm just a doll here
You love to see me fall apart
Turned on by my broken heart
Well, if that's what gets you off

Then maybe I'm a porn star, down here getting fucked
When I get messy, you just eat it up
Yeah, I know you're watching, you can't get enough (uh, uh)
Maybe I'm a porn star, down here on my knees
Chokin' on the drama, biggest that you've seen
Giving you that pleasure every time I scream (uh, uh, ah-ah)

I'm really pretty when I start to cry
Even hotter when I wanna die
So depressive, that's your archetype (ah-ah-ah)
Tryna fix me like a narcissist
I stick it out like I'm a masochist
Yeah, you know got the saddest bitch (you got the saddest bitch, ah-ah-ah)

Every time you look at me
I feel just like a magazine
I'm not here, I'm just a doll here
You love to see me fall apart
Turned on by my broken heart
Well, if that's what gets you off

Then maybe I'm a porn star out here getting fucked
When I get messy, you just eat it up
Yeah, I know you're watching, you can't get enough (uh, uh)
Maybe I'm a porn star, down here on my knees
Chokin' on the drama, biggest that you've seen
Giving you that pleasure every time I scream (uh, uh, ah-ah-ah)

Pain and pressure, that's your reverie
Every time I scream
Shame and pleasure flash across your screen
Every time I scream

Then maybe I'm a porn star out here getting fucked (pain and pressure)
When I get messy, you just eat it up (that's your reverie)
Yeah, I know you're watching, you can't get enough
(Every time I scream, uh, uh)
Maybe I'm a porn star, down here on my knees (shame and pleasure)
Chokin' on the drama, biggest that you've seen (flash across your screen)
Giving you that pleasure every time I scream (every time I scream, uh, uh, ah-ah-ah)