Girl, you know that I am lost
You know the line that I have crossed
You know exactly where I've been
Drowning in the medicine

My drugs are taking the control
Digging a hole inside my soul
And to be honest, I don't care
I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna be there

I'm fighting demons in my head
And I know you got yours in your bed
We are the same, we are the bruised
Two broken souls being used
I swore I wouldn't touch this topic
But the situation is microscopic

So fuck it, I know what I'm doing
I know the life that I'm pursuing
Girl, wait for me, listen clear
I'll be with you tonight, have no fear
I'm the one who kills the light
I'm the ruler of the night
You know I find myself in the dark
Leaving a stain, leaving a mark

Don't try to fix me, I'm too deep
Secrets that I gotta keep
But when the shadows start to creep
You are the only one I keep
Close to the chest, close to the vein
Sharing the pleasure and the pain
I find my peace in the black
There is no way I'm turning back

So fuck it, I know what I'm doing
I know the life that I'm pursuing
Girl, wait for me, listen clear
I'll be with you tonight, have no fear
I'm the one who kills the light
I'm the ruler of the night
You know I find myself in the dark
Leaving a stain, leaving a mark

Lights out
I find myself in the darkness
You know
Fuck it