I don't wanna talk about it anymore
I made up my mind, you know I tried to make it work before
But it caused me so much pain, put out my flame
Didn't know how much more I could take

But it's calling me
I'm fighting my doubt cause I can't live without it
It's calling me back down from the clouds
Where I'm hiding the truth from me and you

Roaming through the city, looking for a sign
I feel like I'm swimming in a flood of all these neon lights
And I hear a sound it's circling 'round my head
Warning me that I can't play pretend

It's calling me
I'm fighting my doubt cause I can't live without it
It's calling me from deep in my soul
How could I just ignore this

It's what I need despite all that I've lost
I know how much it cost me
It's calling me back down from the clouds
Where I'm hiding the truth from me and you

It's calling me
I'm fighting my doubt cause I can't live without it
It's calling me back down from the clouds
Where I'm hiding the truth from me and you

It's calling me
I'm fighting my doubt cause I can't live without it
It's calling me from deep in my soul
How could I just ignore this

It's calling me
It's calling me

It's calling me