What if I
What if I said
That I'm alive
Would you buy that?
Too afraid to leave
Too afraid to stay
I'm forever castaway
I

Time's up
No luck
So exhausted
I can't ignore that I messed up
And guess what?
I'm pissed off
(Why am I feeling so) fucked up?
(Separated I) got lost
(Infiltrated by) dark thoughts
I got caught
Why can't I let go?

Tell me when will I find a way out?
Can I stop feeding my fears and my doubts?
Leaving the darkness, outrunning the clouds
Instead, they are constantly dragging me down
I need a way out

Time's up
I'm fucked
More games
No luck
I'm done, oh my God

Sick of living all day with the pain?
Why do I make, only mistakes?
Anything left of me? Almost erased
Is there still time to change?

What if I
What if I said
That I'm alive
Would you buy that?
Too afraid to leave
Too afraid to stay
Forever castaway

When will I finally break?

When will I break
Break all my chains?
Deal with the hate, that I cannot erase?
Breaking the patterns
I'm done with the madness
No longer defenseless
Leave all of the bad shit behind and escape

Time's up
I'm fucked
More games
No luck
I'm done, oh my God

Sick of living all day with the pain
No, I can't take any more blame
Anything left of me, almost erased
My world is doomed to go all up in flames

What if I
What if I said
That I'm alive
Would you buy that?
Too afraid to leave
Too afraid to stay
Forever castaway

What if I
What if I said
That I'm alive
Would you buy that?
Too afraid to leave
Too afraid to stay
Forever castaway
Forever castaway

Forever castaway

Break
When will I break?
Hard to tell if I'm asleep or awake
Almost erased
Can't take it no more

What if I
What if I said
That it's goodbye
Would you buy that?
Too afraid to leave
Too afraid to stay
I'm forever castaway

Tell me what if I
What if I said
That I'm alive
Would you buy that?
Too afraid to leave
Too afraid to stay
I'm forever castaway
I

I need a way out