Reflecting ideals, my parallel and me
Shiny, near perfect but for a twist of light
Testing the glass, cold but otherwise whole
Nothing's out of place, but I can't help
The stabbing sense of dread
Ask other for answers, discomfort strong
Just wait a little bit, time fixes wrongs!
But while I stall the cracks just crawl on
Distorting further but
I keep hoping, enduring fractures
Never a hair out of place
Or anything less than my best
Carefully following the laid-out path
And never showing the true mess
I am searching for the warped light source
That's causing this sharp refraction
Praying just a simple change of angle
Cures me from this infraction
It is shattering scattering pieces of me
I'm running out of options to try
Apply the ineffective treatment again
Hoping that one day more
One day more
One day more
Is all I need
No longer bothering with expectations
Allows a slight release, but unease won't leave
Mirror mirror on the wall
Please tell me where hides the flaw
Mirror mirror standing tall
Could it be it's me after all
How much longer can I bear these cracks?
Wearing anything I want to
Survive through the deformed lens
But still never fixing the reflection
Stuck with unknown deflection
I am searching for the warped light source
Scared at the end I will find
That the real distortion that I see
Was always coming from me
It is shattering scattering pieces of me
I'm running out of options to--
Maybe it'd be better to--
Modeling the expected image
Nothing but a dress up doll
And yet changing from this appearance
Doesn't change a single thing at all
I am searching for the warped light source
Knowing no matter how I try
That the true distortion that I see
Was always inside but out of sight
It is shattering scattering pieces of me
I'm running out of options to
Maybe it'd be better to
The only thing left to do is