When I'm old enough
I want to disappear
I want to travel to a
Country far from here

Somewhere I can
Be lost become unknown
When I can leave
I want to be alone

When I'm old enough
I want a world that’s gray
I want to be more than
Another drop of rain

Somewhere I can be
Done become disowned
When I can leave
I want to be alone

Won’t you smile for me once again?

‘Cause once I leave
I’ll never come back
You’ll forget my face
I’ll become pitch black
‘Cause, once I leave
I’ll become the past
And this world will cease
To be downcast
‘Cause once I become
What I need to be
I’ll be able to
Live off memories
‘Cause, once I leave
You won’t regret
There’s no need to fret
‘Cause you will forget me

When I'm old enough
I want a lone island
A place where I
Don’t have to be frightened

Somewhere I can
Be rogue, become condoned
When I can leave
Only I will be shown

When I'm old enough
I want serenity
I want to float
In the blue of the sea

Somewhere I can
Be sunk become a stone
When I can leave
I want to be alone

Won’t you smile for me once again?
Won't you just forget about then?
Won’t you at least try to pretend
That you were never my friend?

When I'm old enough
I want to say goodbye
I want to escape
Without having to cry

Somewhere I can
Be alone when I die
When I can leave
You’ll forget of my life

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Once I leave
You will see
You’ll be happy

When I'm old enough
I want to say goodbye
I want to escape
Without having to cry

Somewhere I can
Be alone when I die
When I can leave
You’ll forget that I lied