It’s a scary life
I fall asleep but I don’t close my eyes
And I ain’t one to try and victimize, but I feel dead inside
Stabbed my back a hun’red times
Cause I always blame myself
Find every reason in the book to go and hate myself
I told you things that I would really tell nobody else
And now you left and I got no one think I need some help

So I look to the sky crying out do You hear me
Say that You’re here but I don’t feel You near me
Oh God help me love myself
There ain’t nobody else

Where do I run to when don’t got nobody
Feel like a
Lost cause from the words of nobody’s
But I got
New flaws, a new job, a new car filled with
Old friends who don’t seem to drive far

I'm tryna manage the damage that came when you went left
I'm tryna add up the reasons but I keep counting less
And now my heart is divided the other half you kept
I search for reasons for meaning can’t seem to find my step

So I look to the sky crying out do You hear me
Say that your here but I don’t feel You near me
Oh God help me love myself
And I try not to die as I look to the ceiling
Say that I'm fine but I'm so far from healing
Oh God help me love myself
There ain’t nobody else

No, no, no, nobody
Looking for somebody
That can save me from myself
There ain’t nobody else
No, no, no, nobody
Looking for somebody
That can save me from myself
There ain’t nobody else