Haunted by memories
I held your hands, they were so cold
I swear I hear your voice in my head
Lost in another realm
'Cause I could search for you forever

I don't fit in anymore
I'm getting harder to love
The pressure's eating me up
I thought that life would be fun

I'm losing faith in myself
Don't know if I'll see tomorrow
Go back to when we were young
When we weren't rock bottom

Trapped in a nightmare
No one can come and save me from
I drown away in all the sorrow
Feels like a thousand years
Until we get to be together

I don't feel safe anymore
The grief is messing me up
I hurt the people I love
I thought that life would be fun

I'm losing faith in myself
Don't know if I'll see tomorrow
Go back to when we were young
When we weren't rock bottom

I'm losing faith in myself
Faith in myself
When we were young
Not at rock bottom
Faith in myself
When we were young
Weren't rock bottom

I'm not ashamed of myself
I admit I'm not well
I work on my mental health
Somehow I'll figure it out