E B A
Woke up at 11 and I'm trapped in my head
E B A
Todayâs not important so I'm staying in bed
E B A
There's nothing too wrong with my existence
E B A
So why does it still feel like there's something missing?
[Chorus]
E B A
I think of the moments that I've shared with my friends
E B A
Emotions so potent thought that theyâd never end
E B A
I know I can't be always that happy
E
I'm just looking for balance
B A
That's all that I need
[Interlude]
E B A x4
[Verse 2]
E B A
An apartment in Montclair with some people I know
E B A
A mattress, a notebook, a room with a window
E B A
A job I donât hate, friends that don't act fake
E B A
Five bucks in my pocket to get into the show
[Interlude]
E B A x4
[Bridge]
E B
In this dream that I had I was already dead
A
Floating over my grave, on my tombstone it read
E B
Only the dates, thatâs all that it said
A
And no one was there, but my pastor and dad
E B
No, I canât end like that Iâm better than that
A
Shit will work out
I know that it can
E
Iâm trying to believe
B
I want to believe
A
That one day Iâll be better
But the pressure wonât ease
A
And Iâm fucking angry
[Solo]
E B A x4
[Bridge 2]
E B
In this dream that I had I was already dead
A
Floating over my grave, on my tombstone it read
E B
Only the dates, that’s all that it said
A
And no one was there, but my pastor and dad
E B
No, I can’t end like that I’m better than that
A
Shit will work out
I know that it can
E
I’m trying to believe
B
I want to believe
A
That one day I’ll be better
E
One day i’ll be better
[Verse 3]
E B A
I want to be a better version of me
E B A
Cause Iâm kind of selfish and my will powers weak
E B A
Iâve felt what itâs like to become that guy
E B A
But it feels like Iâm fated to fall out of sync
E
To fall out of sync