Rapture me

I'm drowning in my solitude
A place I’ve known so long
I’ve hollowed out an empty shell
The lies I tell myself
Now I feel it slip away

Start to fade into the darkness of my mind
‘Til I'm satisfied
An unrelenting cycle that I can't leave behind

Indulge in the pain
Soak in my misery
I'm lost in apathy
I'm numb to everything
Throw myself against the walls that I built
I'm lost in apathy
I'm numb to everything

Rapture me

Fractured
The pillars of my soul
A slow drip of poison that eats at me
Foundations of atrophy nobody can see

Fractured
The pillars of my soul
Sink

I’ll wait for the heavens to rapture me