Why does everything you say
Make my stomach twist in knots?
Why is your name the loudest part
Of all of my obsessive thoughts?

You push me away, then circle back
And look for me between your doubts
Of everything you never said
But wanted me to cry about

Why is every day
Another chance for me to worship you?
But then turns into being scared of the next thing
That your mouth will do

Twist the knife between my ribs when you
Send me pictures from his place
Please turn around and walk away
So I can fall apart with grace

When all your pretty distractions wear off
I hope I confuse the hell out of you
When it's quiet at night and you're in his bed
I hope you hear me screaming at you

Break my heart if you're so sure and quit
Making me question everything
Look at me with those pretty blue eyes and tell me it
Never meant anything

Why does everything you do
Make me feel bad about who I am?
Look at you trying so hard to convince us both
You don't give a damn

I can't tell if you're scared of love
Knowing how much I could hurt you
Or if you never cared at all, knowing I'd never be
Someone you knew

When all your pretty distractions wear off
I hope I confuse the hell out of you
When it's quiet at night, and you're in his bed
I hope you hear me screaming at you

Break my heart if you're so sure and quit
Making me question everything
Look at me with those pretty blue eyes and tell me it
Never meant anything

You're the magician, smoke and mirrors
Dancing up high while I crash below
I'm the lover, deep and dark
Lost and drowning in your undertow
Give me your darkness, your chaos, your scars
I want the same air you breathe, twisted and ours
You be the altar and I'll be the sacrifice

When all your pretty distractions wear off
I hope I confuse the hell out of you
When it's quiet at night, and you're in his bed
I hope you hear me screaming at you

Break my heart if you're so sure and quit
Making me question everything
Look at me with those pretty blue eyes and tell me it
Never meant anything

Break my heart if you're so sure and
Quit making me question everything
Look at me with those pretty blue eyes
And tell me it never meant anything

Did it ever mean anything