I don't wanna leave
I just wanna stay
Stuck inside my mind bout everyday
I just wanna run from my memories
Everyday's a battle but I'm losing ways
Of coping with this pain and this misery
What the fuck's the point when I'm dead deceased
I been wanting more I don't know a thing
Just to be alone I don't wanna breathe

Stuck in this cyclical cycle of being dope sick erasing my mind to be free from this game
The shit that I do just to feel kinda safe
Free from disease
Free from the pain
Freedom of being so free from this shame
Swallow my pride I'm never ok

I'm never ok
I'm never ok

I been trying so hard
Funny how they talk this much
Baby I'm floating
Floating
I don't wanna try yet
Die yet

Scars run deep but I try so hard Fall face first in my fate don't call
Fall face first in the dirt closed walls
And I know no way just to cope so far
Swallow these pills I know that they kill
Life has no answers
To how I been feelin
Death to my ego
I know nothings real I know nothings real
I know nothings real

I been trying so hard
Funny how they talk this much Baby I'm floating
Floating
I don't wanna try yet
Die yet