C#m
[Verse 1]
A E
What if I told you that I didn't feel good enough and I'm broken
C#m
What if I said that I'm losin' my faith and been struggling with coping
Been stuck for a while
A E
When I look at the clock man I feel like it's frozen
Then again time is just flying too quick
And I'm losing devotion
C#m
Truth is I feel no emotion
A
Bottled it up and all I feel is rage
E
And I would be lying if I looked at you and said I'm not afraid
C#m
What if I never get through this shit
A
What do I do if I can't find my way
E
And I know that my father has been counting on me to carry our name
C#m
Speakin' of him and I got to be honest
A
We ain't really speakin' these days
E
I've been scared that I won't get to know him before the day he fades away
C#m A
My family fought a lot when I was growin' up
What can I say?
E
(What can I say?)
What can I say?
By fightin', there ain't really nothin' to gain
C#m A
I know that the sun is out there somewhere
But I've been livin' in rain
E
Can we quit playin' games
C#m
I'm standin' right here and I'm ready to change
A E
And mama I promise to give you the world if I make it to fame
Put you both on a stage and make it so everyone's screamin' your name
[Chorus]
C#m A E
It's times like this I see your face
C#m A E
Wish you didn't leave this place
C#m A E
Searchin' for the reason why
C#m A E
So take a moment of silence, goodbye
[Verse 2]
C#m
Give me a second
A
I wanna say something to my little brother
E
When you get older, your father is not gonna be with your mother
C#m A
I'm 23 years older than you, I know it's kinda confusing
E
Forget all the bullies that make fun of you, it's just for their amusement
C#m
Let go of negative, seek out the light
A
Develop yourself, you should journal and write
E
Speak with integrity, treat women right
And you don't gotta drink every typical night
C#m A
Being popular really ain't everythin'
Nah don't give into that hype
E
And it's okay to forgive the people that hurt you
But don't give in twice
C#m
And to each of my sisters
A E
I know we been drifted, our parents divorced, We all moved away, and the family shifted
C#m
Yeah we visit on Christmas
A
But even the holidays' different
E
Got to make something out of this gift that God has graciously gifted
C#m A
I know that the sun is out there somewhere
But I've been livin' in rain
E
Can we quit playin' games
C#m
I'm standin' right here and I'm ready to change
A E
And mama I promise to give you the world if I make it to fame
Put you both on a stage and make it so everyone's screamin' your name
[Chorus]
C#m A E
It's times like this I see your face
C#m A E
Wish you didn't leave this place
C#m A E
Searchin' for the reason why
C#m A E
So take a moment of silence, goodbye
[Bridge]
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[Verse 3]
C#m
Give me a second
A
I owe an apology to a few people
E
I regret a few things and I made some mistakes when I gave into evil
C#m A
To all my exes I'm sorry I know I was often deceitful
E
But after Veronica cheated, I gave up and didn't treat future girls equal
C#m A
I'm sorry to all that I pushed away when I fell deep in depression
E
I never gave enough attention to people I love so I just started ruinin' friendships
C#m A
I guess that I taken the easy way out by rapping confessions
E
This is a passion of mine and the only way that I can deal with my stresses
C#m A
And I get emotional every time I stop and think about Taylor
E
Still can't believe that you took your own life away just to get rid of these haters
C#m A
I just hope that you found some peace and serenity in your decision
E
No one knew what you were going through
Then again maybe we just didn't listen
C#m A
To my granny, I wish that I said goodbye before the day that you left
E
Not telling you how much I love you is something that I still regret
C#m A
But I know you're in heaven and that it's all okay
E
One day I'll be with you, and all my fans will be screamin' my name
[Otro]
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