Will I ever find myself like this again? (Again)
Will someone ever understand the side of me that just I know?
I never imagined it would be so hard to face my own truth
I swear I didn't want to feel this way
If I can't embrace me, is my love lost for good?

Should I try, maybe in another lifetime? (Another lifetime)
Am I too broken? Do I push too hard?
I'm not healed yet, not yet
Should I pretend to be okay? (Alright)
But I just want to know, is love lost for good?

Will I ever come back? (Will you come back?)
Can I still feel me? (Can I, can I, love?)
I'm not healed or strong yet (I'm not ready)
Should I move on? (So steady)
I just want to know, is love lost for good?
But my alter ego is stronger

I don't wanna die, not today
Even if it always seems I'm not good enough
For someone can't hold anymore
If you let me in, I'll give you everything I couldn't before
Because I'm with you, let me guide you
I see me trying to fill the voids with others
But I see clearly (do you see clearly?)
I can love me more than before
Before I was lost, full of shadows
Toxic, hurting without meaning to
But if let me in your arms
If I open my heart to you
I can't believe that love is lost for good

Will I ever come back? (Yes, I'll be here for me?)
Can I still feel me? (Yes, even after everything)
I'm not healed or strong yet (I'm not ready)
Should I move on? (No, no, too firmly)
I just want to know, is love lost for good?
But my alter ego is stronger

So, can I hold on me?
If I let me, can I save me? (Oh, no-no, no)
'Cause I need you to calm me down, baby
Gotta get out of my head (oh, wow)
Tryna to heal this pain (oh)
Just wanna know, just wanna know, know, know, baby (hey)

Can I kind me like I really mean it? (Oh, hey)
Make me believe I'll never leave
'Cause I'm not me and not me again, thankfully (baby, I don't go)
But it's gonna be hard to let another one in (wow)
Baby, baby (woo-hoo)

Will I ever come back? (Will you come back?)
Can I still feel me? (Can I still, baby?)
I'm not healed or strong yet (I'm not ready)
Should I move on? (No, no, ooh)
Just wanna know if love is lost for good, baby?
But my alter ego is stronger

I swear, I wanna know
Ooh, baby
Ooh, baby