I didn't ask God for answers
When you left
The pain knocked on my door
That day and after

I don't even know how to explain
What it was like to feel
Everything changed in me
Everything for me

My colorful world
That was once blue
Turned into a light gray
On a cloudy day

I miss you so much
I don't even know how to explain
What for you would be just mourning
For me, my life began to end

Life isn't just about money
And much less about riches
Life is about family
And in my life today there's only sadness

I ask God to keep you safe every day then
I know that there is better than this big world
How I wish your arm was here right now
A little kiss then

I miss you calling mommy
Oh life of loneliness
Mommy always loves you
That won't change
Wait for me there in heaven
Because I'll hug you

My world has lost its meaning
Let you be gone
Loneliness is my friend
And I asked for healing for both of us

Love is a reward, yet I will never have it again
I wanted to die only in your arms
Maybe I even asked for everything to change at that moment
I wanted to be in your place

We are never ready to leave
But God knows all things still
My love for you will carry on into eternity
One day you called me mother, and now I had to say goodbye to you