Yeah
Yeah, ayy
I pull up Audi and Cartier watch and a Glock in my pocket
Just stopping by Target then Truist
Withdrawin' ten thousand-odd dollars
For momma and pops for they part in the process
Niggas wan' die for the content
Kids undermined by that mindset
Labels survive on a side bet
Don’t ask me how I'm cleansing my conscience
Fifty racks in my backpack, I'm in college
Anytime we got taxed, we just robbed ‘em
Lost my mind and I ran away, Silas
Got it back, if he need me, I got him
Don’t remember my dreams, was a long year
I was beggin’ tequila to write ‘em
I been sober for thirty one days
I can’t stop you from turning the page
I'm done grieving, I love people
But I'm crumbling, so don't hug me
I've been touring after year, thuggin'
Granny prayers got me here in one piece
Women lust me, critics love me, battle toughen comfier spelunking
Masking up no matter how begrudging
Patching up my mast, I captain rough seas
Don't ask me how I feel, got another mouth to fill
Got another crowd in tears, you don't even got the time to hear it, really
Don't ask me how I feel, huh, huh
Don't ask me how I feel, huh, yeah
Even when I didn't want to, broke hearts, I just put it in the Pro Tools
So far, in the city with the most jewels
And no car, and despite what was told to you, I'm no star
Might look approachable, I tote rods
If I rob what you sold in school, I'm so sorry
Soul in my stolen youth, it’s gone far
Walk around with open wounds and old scars
What I'm 'posed to do? I'm the poster child, a gifted child
Going wild, cornerstone from the stone refused
Therapy a lil' overdue, get a wee bit emotional
Getting close to you, only speaking when I'm spoken to
Fearing what I might expose you to
It's just something 'bout the brokenness holy to me
It's just something 'bout perfection that's phony to me
I'm feeling like I just might ball with my niggas today
We all came so far from hitting a lick
Thinking they wanna make friends with the gang
I know that I'ma get killed if I switch
Niggas thinking that we in a similar lane
Know for a fact they don't get what I get
Know for a fact they don't get how I get
Wonder how I'm making sense of it
Don't ask me how I feel, got another mouth to fill
Got another crowd in tears, you don't even got the time to hear it, really
Don't ask me how I feel, got another mouth to fill
Got another crowd in tears, you don't even got the time to hear it, really
Don't ask me how I feel, got another mouth to fill
Got another crowd in tears, you don't even got the time to hear it, really
Don't ask me how I feel, got another mouth to fill
Got another crowd in tears