I'm not your body anymore
But this crying at your door
I'm not made like that
I've got a calling
I've got a window
Where my cat sits
Where my cat licks my face
The skin is peeling away
Peeling away, peeling away
In the shadows of the morning light
With all the curtains open wide
And across the room a wilting plant
And upon my lap my folded hands
How long can I sit like this?
Been a couple weeks
Since I've moved these hips
Just to touch myself
When I'm alone
Just to fold my hands back up
Just to fold my hands back up
Just to fold my hands back up
And in the wanderings of my nothingness
In a wading through of uncrossed lists
And in the wanderings of my nothingness
In a wading through of uncrossed lists
And in the wanderings of my nothingness
In a wading through of uncrossed lists