Pity party for one (for one)
I thought of five ways to die, what have I become?
Pity party for one (for one)
What will be remembered when I'm gone?

Yeah
I'm depressed
There's no serotonin, my head's all a mess
I fake a smile all day, I'm actually really stressed
My friends ask: What's wrong? I digress

I'm sorry, I'm not what you thought I'd be
You expected too much out of little me
I'm trying my best to survive reality
When really all I want is to go back to sleep

I'm sick and tired of putting this smile on my face
You yell at me, my mind's already up in space
Just save your breath and all that you gotta say
I long for the moment I can get away

All these thoughts haunt me and my stupid brain
How will I cope when I reach superstardom fame?
Take what you hear about me with a grain
But take the time to learn more than just my name

When the low hits it gets really low
But when the highs come, look how fast they go
I only remember the worst that's how I roll
And over time it truly takes a toll

I am a human just like you and you and you
When I need a friend it's interesting to see who pulls through
And when the world's so silent now
These thoughts they just get too damn loud

When I'm gone what part of me remains?
Will my impact be good? What will it gain?
Are my parents proud? I wonder
I want to be more than just a number

Here I am trying to throw this pity party
As I let my demons out, they sit and taunt me
I ask how they are, greet them with a smile
'Cause the company is good after a while

Pity party for one (for one)
I thought of five ways to die what have I become?
(What have I become?)
Pity party for one (for one)
What will be remembered when I'm gone? (Gone)