I talk, but no one really hears
Feels like my voice just disappears
And the more silence answers back
The more I stop trying to react
I try so hard to hold on
But everything gets pushed aside
Words get fewer, smiles get lost
And I keep asking what I did wrong
Maybe I talk too little
Or maybe way too much
Maybe I just wanted
Someone who wouldn’t give up
And if I fade away, would anyone care?
Would anyone notice I'm no longer there?
It hurts to be the one who always tries
Just to end up left behind
I tried walking down new roads
But they all lead me back again
Friendship turned into empty streets
Where no one stops to listen
I remember every face I knew
Even the ones who now forget
To me, it was never small
It was everything I had left
Maybe I hope too much
Or maybe just for the least
A little care
A “hey, I'm here, ” at least
And if I fade away, would anyone care?
Would anyone notice I'm no longer there?
It hurts to be the one who always tries
Just to end up left behind
It’s not drama, just the weight
Of giving all and being too late
Watching friendships slip and fall
While I just stay quiet through it all
And if I fade away, would anyone care?
Would anyone notice I'm no longer there?
I just wanna be real to someone
Without fear, without doubt, without being the one who runs
But for now, it’s just me
Trying not to lose myself again