No matter how sad I get, I can't suicide

There's nobody home tonight
They won't hear me if I scream
If I put one in my head
They won't find me till I reach rigor mortis
Till my hands are stiff and cold
And the lead's pierced through my bones
This is everything I'll leave
I hope that you don't weep
Good thing I'm a coward
I'll be here for a while
Don't worry about me

Do-do
Worry about me
Worry about me
About me, oh-oh-oh

Help me
Help

I'm just procrastinating