C                         Am
skipping school and kissing in your front yard
 F             G
no I'm not in love with you
    C                   Am          F               G             C
i just want to hold you in the dark & make you wish you were never born
           Am               F           G
behind the bleachers at the game that night
 C         Am         F      G
you know I wanted you that way
C          Am             F       G
now that I hold you in my arms so tight
F                    G
i can't stand, can't stand your sight

[Verse 2]
C                         Am            F
cutting pictures of armor from magazines
              G                C        Am  F              G
we paste them to the sides of our hearts to keep them from breaking
F       G       C       Am    F            G       C        Am
i feel nervous. i feel empty. i don't know what to do with you
F             G       Am                               F              G
it's not that I don't want to kiss you, it's just that I feel nothing when I do

[solo thing. u can do whatever u want here]

[Verse 3]
   C        Am       F
so let down your hair
                   G         C     Am
still wet from the rain last night
F            G
you couldn't fall asleep
F             G C     Am  F
it's not that i wanna die
            G              C        Am
sometimes i just think I'm living a lie
F            G             Am                      F                       G                C
and when you wake up in the middle of the night, i won't be there when you turn on the light