Go, may you kill what you eat
Brought in the fish for the family
The cost of living with yourself is enough
It's not a reality now
How do you sleep in your clothes?
Dirt on the lawn where you held me
A rotten apple hasn't always been there
I want my body back
And do you always kiss the ground
When somebody let's you down?
Fighting like an insect
And nobody wants you now

Shout at the ice when you need to
Breathe through your hands to keep warm
I broke a knuckle but it's not the same at all
At least I broke the fall
If you go down swinging, I won't
Sick in the ground and blood on your nose
If I can handle breathing in smoke
With the sound of a bottle being thrown

If you want it now just take it then
Said you have to be kidding
You were laughing then
The eyes are home, the cat got out
Something else is listening, won't let anyone out
I'm speeding in, the air is cold
I'm breaking fingers, swear I never felt so old
If I say it's not really all that much
I am carving out the heart of the fish I caught

Oh, no way, could it be on the very place?
I could've broken through the ice that day
And I'll never know 'cause I ran away
I left you there to take my place