You're like a part of me didn't know
I had this much heart in me to feel this
Now I have to leave it

Keep thinking this is not actually happening
That it'll just be like before
When we'd both apologize and make up
It would never break us

How can this be over?
Just wanna lay right here on your shoulder
Like we've done so many times before
I couldn't want you anymore

You were my safe place
And now I've never felt so unsafe
Don't think I'll ever go back to being
The same me before I met you

So just kiss me slowly
All I want's for you to hold me one last time
Tell me everything's alright
It seems like all of the same things
So now my favorite cafe is a place that I just can't go
But you'll probably never know

So now I'm going places I don't like
Trying new things I don't wanna try
To escape the thoughts of you and I
Sometimes I wish I could just be numb inside
So it wouldn't hurt each time
I wake up not by your side

I miss all the things that no one sees
All our jokes and made up words we had together
I won't say them ever again
So now I'm just stuck tryna pretend like
I'm fine when people ask me

But I'm missing a part of me for life
Wish I could take back every stupid fight

So just kiss me slowly
All I want's for you to hold me one last time
Tell me everything's alright
It seems like all of the same things
So now my favorite cafe is a place that I just can't go
But you'll probably never know

So now I'm going places I don't like
Trying new things I don't wanna try
To escape the thoughts of you and I
Sometimes I wish I could just be numb inside
So it wouldn't hurt each time
I wake up not by your side