You've never worn these shoes
Don't mean my new balance in blue
Raised on pure dysfunction
But sleep I'll never lose
Guess you'll never notice
Cause I always keep it neat
Got old wounds and fresh ones
But you won't see me bleed
Bitching bout problems
Like there stuck on your lips
Your so dramatic
I could tell you bout me
But you won't understand
Get no caller ids
Its the police again
No pills to be out
But there no kids around
Death knocked down my door
Walked in unannounced
A line meant two things
Since I was like 5
Starved cause his words
But at least I'm alive
It is what it is
You call it traumatic
But It is what it is
It's just family matters
There's times I can't keep focused
Cause there all fucking raging
A spliff stops my explosion
Bad habits I'm not facing
At school weed was my perfume
Then my brothers drugs got harder
It became substance abuse
So he's a stupid bastard
Bitching bout problems
Like there stuck on your lips
Your so dramatic
I could tell you bout me
But you won't understand
Get no caller ids
Its the police again
No pills to be out
But there no kids around
Death knocked down my door
Walked in unannounced
A line meant two things
Since I was like 5
Starved cause his words
But at least I'm alive
It is what it is
You call it traumatic
But It is what it is
It's just family matters
I don't eat, I feed
That's who I am
You take the piss
Baby I burn
My fires hot
Yeah I'm fucked up
But you haven't my family
So your in luck
You haven't met my family
Lucky you haven't met my family
'Cause I'm fucked up