I woke up today after a blurry night
A never ending fight
And I saw you, but you weren't there
You weren't there
And I've failed again, I got lost in the black
And cycle, an eternity
Flooded, drought with emptiness
You weren't there

I exist without color, I wander without faith
You're gone and so am I
Heavy, heavy, I put it down
It's empty and so am I

Lower, lower
Hope into hate
Sadness into hate
Love into hate
Hate into insanity
Insanity into spite, Spite!

I woke up today with a hole in my fucking chest
I will try, I will try
And if I fail, fail once a fucking again
It will be just like me, just like me
Suffer just like me, yah suffer
Yeah suffer, suffer
Spite!