The room is spinning, as the world becomes clear
I have no idea, how I ended up here
The house is trashed, but it's not mine
I'm surrounded by strangers, and empty bottles of wine

I struggle recalling the events of last night
Piecing together, praying I'm right
I've been here before, and I said it then
This is the last time, never again

This time is different
This time I mean it
This time I'll say it
Until I believe it
This time I'm serious
This time I swear
This time I promise
That I'm aware
That I can't keep going, pretending I'm fine
I know I was lucky
This time

It didn't take long, for those words to fade
In a hospital bed, is where I lay
Listening to the doctor, and what could have been
As I try to clean up, this mess I'm in

I struggle recalling the events of last night
The winding road, and colored flashing lights
I've been here before, and said it then
God this is the last time, please never again

This time is different
This time I mean it
This time I'll say it
Until I believe it
This time I'm serious
This time I swear
This time I admit
I'm a little scared
Because I can't keep going, pretending I'm fine
I know I was lucky
This time

But life can be cruel, it can be so unkind
I try to stay true, and keep walking that line
But all I see is an endless stream
Of broken bottles and shattered dreams

That was three hundred sixty-four days ago
I stand here, but I've got a ways to go
But in all that time I haven't touched a glass
I made a vow and I'll make it last

This time feels different
This time I mean it
I made a promise
This time I'll keep it
This time I'm serious
This time I swear
That I'm gonna make it
If I've got a prayer
And I'm not going back I've made up my mind
I'm making a change
This time

I'm gonna make it
This time