I'm not gonna do it
I just wanna talk
There's a difference between me and reality
But I don't know anymore

So let me spill and I'll try to stay still
I think I know what you want from me
And I guess life's full of bartering
And I bring myself to a knife fight
Only to find you waiting with a sword

And I'll let you spill my guts
I just hope this is love

I won't tell you anymore
I forgot my pills this week
Besides, it reminds me why I need them in the first place

I won't look for it anymore
And I'll hold myself accountable for my actions
Like you won't do yours

I do not need it
You were only a test in the first place

Try me, try me, try me

And I'll let you spill my guts
I just hope you're in love