What will it truly feel like to die?
Will I stop feeling this emptiness in my soul?
What will it mean to feel at peace?
Will I someday no longer feel this pain?

I'm tired of this pain
Please end my suffering
I'd beg for just one day not to be anymore
I can't stand this anymore, but do I have to keep going?

Why have the roses around me died?
Why am I the only one who keeps suffering?

In paradise, will I stop feeling this shit in my heart?
What will become of me if I don't wake up again?