Goddamn
How did you get like this?
You were always such a happy kid
Mhm

Never good enough
Got 'em like a sugar rush
And they love me for a second
Til the high wears off
Small doses
Only for a moment
Til they find someone else
Less broken
Goddamn
Got 'em like a sugar rush
Mhmmmm

They ask me 'bout my dreams
When I can barely do the dishes
Once a week
Brush my teeth
If I had it my way
All I'd ever do is sleep
Mezcal pumped through a little iv
Invest in a really good mattress
Wake up once a year to do my taxes
No more holding out for magic tricks
Wands and rabbit shit
I'm just stuck like this
False hope's an expensive myth

Goddamn
How did you get like this?
You were always such a happy kid
Straight A's in your classes
That's before all the acid
Own up to your actions
It's your fault that you're this way
Ignore the memories that predate
The drugs and the liquor
The meds make you sicker
You've ruined your brain
It's your fault you're insane
It's your fault you're depraved

Never good enough
Got 'em like a sugar rush
And they love me for a second
Til the high wears off
Small doses
Only for a moment
Til they find someone else
Less broken
Goddamn
Got 'em like a sugar rush
Ooh

Had a dream when I was seventeen
Well, that was back before the ketamine
Whole life ahead of me
I was gonna be a star
Move to California
Palm trees in my yard
But I smoked more trees than I
Saw of 'em
Found God in the bottom of a bong
When I
Made a cocktail
Of a couple of things
That I should've left behind in withdrawals

Goddamn
How did you get like this?
You were always such a smiley kid
Easy going
Low maintenance
Didn't care what
Other people were saying
You should give your therapist a call
You're exhausted
Can't see the bigger picture in it all
Get out of bed
It's 5 PM
And take a walk before the Sun is gone
Scared to get my hopes up
So I always self sabotage

Never good enough
Got 'em like a sugar rush
And they love me for a second
Til the high wears off
Small doses
Only for a moment
Til they find someone else
Less broken
Goddamn
Got 'em like a sugar rush
G-G-Got 'em like a sugar rush
Got 'em like a sugar rush