Give me a second
I need to breathe
Why is this
Happening to me

I didn't mean it
I closed my mind
I broke the rules and
I broke time

I just wanted
Wanted to know more
They told me to stay
The hell away

That those two tattlers were
Insane
But I wanted
Just had to know more

Oh I needed to know
And now I'm drowning oh so
Slow

Whoa whoa
I never wanted for this to be my end
All the things I fucking studied
All the years she played pretend

Whoa whoa
I never wanted to be covered in her dirt
Far from mother's holy light
Far from what was wrong or right

But I shoveled and I dug
And I chanted as they rose

Build an army
Prep for war
'Cause these gray skies
Are a bore

Give me a minute
I thought I t was fine
I never noticed
All the lies

They didn't mean it
It wasn't their faults
Their very deaths were
Her results

I just wanted
I had to help them
Keep the cold rain away
But she led them all
Astray

But they craved it
The need to live
She was destined to rise
And all this lead to my
Demise

Whoa whoa
I never wanted for this to be my end
All the things I fucking studied
All the years she played pretend

Whoa whoa
I never wanted to be covered in her dirt
Far from mother's holy light
Far from what was wrong or right

But shoveled and I dug
And I chanted as they rose

Warn the army
Prep for war
'Cause these gray skies
Are a bore

I wanted to help them
You can't you can't you can't
I wanted to help them
You can't you can't you can't

I needed to fix them
You can't you can't you can't
I'm destined to stop her
You can't you can't you can't
It's over

I wanted to

Whoa whoa
I never wanted for this to be my beginning
All the things I fucking planned
All the years I played pretend

Whoa whoa
I never wanted to be buriedi and the dirt
Far from father's holy light
Far from what was always right

But she shoveled and they dug
And she chanted as I rose

Call my army
Start the war
'Cause these gray skies
Are no more