Sitting near the cold window
Front of your own judgement range
You smile calmly on your last day
Still staring at the heavy rain
Behind you there's a little boy
Staying near, he has no choice
The mouth you fed speaks paranoid that you'll kill yourself to avoid him

He can see the guilt you hide
I know this boy must be mine but the face he has rips through my eyes
He wanders through your damaged mind but even with the love you find
You won't stay alive

If I'm here, do you have to go?
Please, don't leave me alone
I'll throw away that rope
I'm just a kid that you don't need
Give me one more day
Before your body sways
I don't know what to say
So I'll hide your razor blades

I'm the memory
Something you won't forget
You suffered quietly
Scared to open your eyes
Just forget about it
I'm still your son either way

He remains to take the blame
Hoping that your heart would change but
He was done with this awful game
Just wanting someone to take his place

You continue to feel ashamed
Recalling that one day he came to be your restraints
He's the one who'd made you go insane

It's enough, I'm not your hate doll
Death isn't logical
Please give me a response
Focus on me I'm still your son
Ignore the window
Why do you act so cold?
Your life is your control
Don't let him ruin what you have

Take out those bullets
You can't die on me yet
Your mind's the only threat
This is something you'd regret