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[Verse 1]
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I am afraid of my grandmother's notes
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'Cause someday they will stop showing up
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A sweet note and a couple of bucks says "I love you"
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But the dead cannot love
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And this grave, it means nothing to you
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Still something sweet about the flowers and perfume
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I assumed you'd live forever but if you are never gone
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Then everything you do will never leave a mark
[Chorus]
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I will never understand my twitch
C#m B
Or why anxiety is hanging on to every situation with an iron grip
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If you want peace, you will find nothing in me
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Every day I am afraid I'll see my family fade away
C#m B
Every decision that I make is making it harder to sleep
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If you want peace, you will find nothing in me
[Verse 2]
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Who'd have thought that one of us would lose their lives
C#m B
Oh, every night I lay awake and think that I'm the one that should have died
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Ever since you left I've just been trying to make you proud
C#m B
If nothing else then maybe I can take some pride in what I've done myself
[Chorus]
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I will never understand my twitch
C#m B
Or why anxiety is hanging on to every situation with an iron grip
A C#m B
If you want peace, you will find nothing in me
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Every day I am afraid I'll see my family fade away
C#m B
Every decision that I make is making it harder to sleep
A C#m B
If you want peace, you will find nothing in me
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I will never understand my twitch
C#m B
Or why anxiety is hanging on to every situation with an iron grip
A C#m B
If you want peace, you will find nothing in me
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And I tried to find that in you