Cm Eb Ab Bb
Cm Eb Ab Bb

[Verse]
Cm                                       Ab
My mind's a kaleidoscope, it thinks too fast
                                       Cm
Blurs all the colors 'til I can't see past
                               Ab                                          Cm
The last mistake, the choice I made. Staring in the mirror with myself to blame
                                     Ab                                Cm
Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside, nowhere to hide inside my mind
                                    Ab                  Bb       Cm
I'm scared that you'll compare and I'll look a lifetime past repair
Cm                        Eb                        Ab
I second guess myself to death, I re-solicit every step
                            Eb                        Bb         Cm
What if my words are meaningless? What if my heart's misleading this?
                        Eb
I try to capture every moment as it comes to me
Ab
Bottle up the memories and let them keep me company

[Chorus]
         Cm       Gm                Ab    Eb
When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
         Cm       Gm                Ab    Eb
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
         Cm       Gm              Ab    Eb
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
Fm             Ab        G
I will not be giving in tonight

[Verse]
        Cm                            Ab
When I'm old and grey, or thirty, or whatever happens first
          Cm                    Ab
I'll need you to reassure me I didn't waste a verse
    Cm                                Ab
Or worse, what if my life's work is reduced to just myself
  Cm                                       Ab                  Bb
Like never let you get a word in, while I dissect my mental health
     Cm                                 Eb
Or lack thereof, whatever, there's too many things to track
Ab                              Bb
I really can't remember if I'm insane or insomniac
Cm                                        Ab
Now days, all the kids want crazy, wanna diagnose themselves
          Cm                       Ab
Trade up made up epidemics, pass around prescription pills
          Cm                         Eb
But my disorder can't be cured by a bottle, blade, or dose
      Bb                                        Ab
Self-disgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close
             Cm                            Eb
But I don't wanna let you see that, I don't want my friends to know
      Bb                              Ab
Self-disgust and selfishness take me everywhere I go

[Chorus]
         Cm       Gm                Ab    Eb
When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
         Cm       Gm                Ab    Eb
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
         Cm       Gm              Ab    Eb
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
Fm             Ab        G
I will not be giving in tonight

[Bridge]
Cm                Gm                Ab                      Eb
Try as I might to keep it together. Why is recovery taking forever
Cm                          Gm                  Ab                   Bb
Fool the whole world, just until I get better. I'm terrified I'll be faking forever
Cm                            Gm                            Ab                             Eb
On and on I wonder what went wrong inside my head. I don't have to have the answers, but tonight I wish I did
Cm                             Gm                      Ab                      Bb
All the pain I can't explain away won't fade. All the secrets silenced by the shame

                  Cm
Don't make me say it
                  Gm
Don't make me say it
                  Ab
Don't make me say it
                  Eb
Don't make me say it

                  Cm
Don't make me say it
                  Gm
Don't make me say it
                  Ab
Don't make me say it
                  Bb
Don't make me say it

[Chorus]
         Cm       Gm                Ab    Eb
When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
         Cm       Gm                Ab    Eb
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
         Cm       Gm              Ab    Eb
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
Fm             Ab        G
I will not be giving in tonight