Take a drive or one-way flight to Japan
Lay in bed, lay in bed not giving a damn
Order in, talk some shit on the phone with a friend
If I wanted, I could

Call a guy that I met last night at the bar
Couple drinks, make him think that he's got a shot
Chase a thrill, try to feel some way that I'm not
If I wanted, I could

All this freedom, all this time
I wish I liked getting high

I don't talk to Jesus, but I think he understands
Why I had to leave him to go find out who I am
Don't know myself 'cause I'm a shell of the girl I was before
I don't eat, I don't pray, I don't love you anymore

Now I throw all my clothes on your side of the bed
Sold the 55 inch you just had to get
Think about all the things that I should've said
But I didn't, now I've got

All this freedom, all this time
Should we give it one more try?

I don't talk to Jesus, but I think he understands
Why I had to leave him to go find out who I am
Don't know myself 'cause I'm a shell of the girl I was before
I don't eat, I don't pray, I don't love you anymore

Ooh
Ooh

Sometimes it's hard out here in the deep end
I miss having something to believe in

I don't talk to Jesus, but I think he understands
Why I had to leave him to go find out who I am
Don't know myself 'cause I'm a shell of the girl I was before
I don't eat, I don't pray, I don't love you anymore