I've hated everyone I've ever thought I'd ever been
Got lost in self reflection
Sure, I often got it wrong

Though lately I'm afraid
The damage done has oddly made me
Self aware and fucked up from this trip I've been on and

Every time I talk it's the talking that drives you mad
Every time I stop it's the silence I can't withstand

My head's a bit of a ghostland
I just don't wanna be wrong again
I tend to circle and nosedive all the time

I used to sit around
Dissect my thoughts until I'd drowned out
Every single sentence I could never say out loud

One day I hope to make it up to everyone I've punished
Droning on and on about whatever again

Every time I talk it's the talking that drives you mad
Every time I stop it's the silence I can't withstand

I wanna get next to you
But I never know what to say or do
With my eyes, and my hands, and my body
I just wanna get next to you

I've hated everyone I've ever thought I'd ever been
One day I hope to make it up to myself

Every time I talk it's the talking that drives you mad
Every time I stop it's the silence I can't withstand

My head's a bit of a ghostland
I just don't wanna be wrong again
I tend to circle and nosedive all the time

I wanna get next to you
But I never know what to say or do
With my eyes, and my hands, and my body
I just wanna get next to you, but

Every time I talk it's the talking that drives you mad
Every time I stop it's the silence I can't withstand

My head's a bit of a ghostland
I just don't wanna be wrong again
I tend to circle and nosedive all the time

I've hated everyone I ever thought I'd ever been
One day I hope to make it up to myself