[Intro] G  Em  C  Cm
        G  Em  C  D

G        Em           C       Cm
Why do I have to feel like this?
   G             Em      C         D
It's not your fault but I wish it was
G          Em     C        Cm
Razorblade kisses in my skin
 G               Em    C       D
While sad songs plays in my ears

 G               Em
Why do I always return to you
 C                          Cm
If I know it breaks me everytime?
 G               Em
Why do I make me look at you
C                         D
When I know you can't be mine?

G                   Em
I know I can't be loved
C                     Cm
I know that I'm not healthy
 G                    Em
My mind is so fucked up
 C                   D
Please, somebody help me

 G                      Em
I'm hurting myself for you
 C                          Cm
I see my blood drops in the ground
 G                       Em
Do you even care how I feel?
  C                                     D
Well, I wouldn't be writing this if you did

 G                       Em
All this voices in my head
  C                          Cm
All of them tell me to end it up
   G                   Em
All of them want me dead
 C                     D
Will somebody hear me out?

 G
I hate falling in love
 Em       C                   Cm
I mean, I hate that I fell in love
 G                   Em
You were my first love
  C                D
You were my only love

G                           Em
They say that you can't be hurt
                C            Cm
By someone that you have never touched
G                 E        C        D
  By someone that you have never saw

G          B7
But, shit, it hurts
C                        Cm
You don't know how much it hurts
G         B7
Shit, it hurts
C                         D
You don't know how much it hurted

 G                      B7
It's breaking me down, again and again
 C                     Cm
I'm letting it drown, drown this pain
 G                     B7
It's breaking me down, again and again
  C                      D
I'm letting it drown, drown this pain

 G        B      C          Cm
I'm not okay, I'll let you know that
 G         B      C         D
I'm not okay, I'll let you know that

G                        B7
It is hard to love that hard
            C                   Cm
When I hate myself and want to die
     G             B7                     C
Selfharming in my arms while throwing up stars
                 D
I'm throwing up stars

 G                         B
I see sparkles in your memories
         C                Cm
Did you really were that good?
             G               B
Can't get through with therapies
            C             D
I know you think that I could

    G                      B
You only look out for me when you want to feel loved
 C                                      Cm
Just tell me, baby, do I make you feel loved?
    G                      B
You only look out for me when you need to be hold
 C                     D
Do I make you feel in home?

        G                             B
Do you know that I'm alive 'cause I promised it to you?
          C                               Cm
Well, I think I'll make you dissapointed once again
         G                       B                         C
Because I don't know if I'll be alive when you listen to this
   D
(I don't know if you are listening to me)

G          B              C    Cm
I want to hate you but I can't
 G         B               C          D
I want to blame you but I'm the only guilty here

  G                      B                         C
Sorry, but I wrote your name in my chest using a knife
             Cm                             G
Sorry, but I need to cry for ten years more
                  B                      C         D
I'm living for the 'maybe' that I know that will never come

( G  B  C  Cm )

      G               B              C        D           G
I am living for the 'maybe' that I know that will never be


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