A beautiful poison, you say with a grin
I sit with you again
For a while until it ends

Grief harbors anger and your resentment
A banner for the cause
As we both play our parts

Bad decisions even have reason
Make me bite my judging tongue

A blanket of friends on a bed of guilt
Void of denial, you knew full well

I hated and I loved you
And I pretended to understand

I hate and love you
And I now understand