You know I'm banned from the light
I never come on sight
Because I'm anxious and I
I've done this all my life and I was happy when I
Did not compare to those who love to dance through the night
And that was normal life but I'm just acting alright
But boy, it's so on sight inside this angst inner-mind
It's really not a vibe, I'm super anti-aligned
I can't compare to those who love to dance through the night
And that was normal life, I'm just like
Not for me, this shit is not for me
I'm just like, probably a lonely loyalty
If I was half of me
Then maybe possibly it'd be more
Hard to need a lonely loyalty

Everybody looking at me
I don't wanna get nasty
Not the life of the party
Guess I put it all past me
I don't like to feel lonely
But I promise that I'm better that way
I just wanna go home
I just wanna go home

Back door, through the back, back door, yeah
Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah
Back door, through the back, back door, yeah
Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah
Back door, through the back, back door, yeah
Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah
Back door, through the back, back door, yeah
Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah

Got no motives, solitude, you know I'm so devoted
Locked and loaded, got to move 'cause I don't want to know ya
Anti-social, anti-superficial, sugar-coated
Conversations about your what-you-do's and who-you-knowing
I don't need nobody, baby, I'm a super loner
All my friends are not my friends
I guess we had to grow up
Why am I always initiating the conversation?
An indication that you don't need me and my new persona

Everybody looking at me
I don't wanna get nasty
Not the life of the party
Guess I put it all past me
I don't like to feel lonely
But I promise that I'm better that way
I just wanna go home
I just wanna go home

Back door, through the back, back door, yeah
Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah
Back door, through the back, back door, yeah
Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah
Back door, through the back, back door, yeah
Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah
Back door, through the back, back door, yeah
Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah