All alone
In this big white room
If this is my last groan
Just put me on my tomb
I'm haunted by: What if's
The voices said: I shouldn't exist
I stumbled over my emotions
I should've lowered my expectations
Just give me a sign
To get back my shrine
Why I'm living at the borderline
If that wasn't mine
Why the stars intertwined?
Whatever, I'm living at the borderline
At the borderline
At the borderline
At the borderline
At the borderline
At the borderline
At the borderline
I recall
The sense of the fall
And there's no colorability
To define misery
The lust surrounds my loneliness
Longing the touch that almost kills
Craving forbidden thrills
Then I sigh and my body chills
The world is mean
And I'm made of opaline
Why I'm still living at the borderline?
It was a matter of time
To be punished for that crime
I must be living at the borderline
At the borderline
The borderline
The borderline
At the borderline
The borderline
The borderline
(I wish I could go back in time
A time I wasn't living at the borderline)
I'm still alone
I don't know how to say no
What kind of a father I will be?
The boy in me pleads silently