I am scourged by my past like broken glass
The fragments reflect everything that I am
I was never built to last
There's remnants of me that I will never get back
Is this all that's left of me
I claw and dig deep down inside
Is this all that I will be
Just another statistic with a broken state of mind

Is this how I'll be remembered
Go!

Held high in disregard
Cradled but unattended
Another soul left to discard
I guess I never got the message

This is my fate
No way out
Run from the truth and it will have a way with you
Tend to your wounds before they put you in the ground

For so long, I hoped to be saved
If I stay on this path, I'm bound to break, uh

Yeah, yeah

I bare all of these wounds and they have all started to bleed
For all the ones I've hurt, I never meant to cause your pain

The discord
Hatred of self
Blood, it pours
But I'll never ask for help
I try to exist, I'm dismantled
Cursed with a mind so fucking fragile
I take one wrong step and I disconnect
And this will never end

Oh, cut off my fucking head
If it puts this shit to rest
The visceral reaction to what no longer exists
I am tortured by this all-consuming fear

It's always fight or flight
It's always do or die
Every day, my mind's frozen in time
As far back as I can remember
A shadow always lingered
It takes the shape of buried pain
It shows it's teeth every time I bleed
I can't keep running any longer cause I'm no longer me

Do you know how much pain it takes to become gentle
Stare into the seething wounds

Yeah, yeah

Do or die
Uh!
Fuck!
Do or die