There is nowhere safe

Always searching for an exit
Paranoid, always questioning intentions
For all the times that I never learned my lessons
The fear persists and I fall back to regression
Been living life inside the crosshairs
Feeding off the scraps, survival's never been fair
Harmed inside the walls of those who claimed to care
I've been left for dead and stripped naked and bare

No safety

I flinch at love like it's a guillotine
Trust is coated in rust, so now I show my teeth
Like a stray dog, I'm barking to be seen
Still searching for a place where I can truly be me

Trudging through life, I've grown worn out and bitter
Wish I could cut the wires of my short-circuiting system
And now I'm bleeding out from all the hurt that was given
Why wasn't my safety ever fucking considered
Fell short of blind eyes, why wouldn't anyone listen
Ignored the warning signs and now everything is different
Fear takes control of my mind, it's violent and unforgiving
Why wasn't my safety ever fucking considered

Left for dead
Alone again
Damaged and torn, I'm stricken with grief
I can't ever find peace, even in my sleep
I've severed ties every time my wounds have started to bleed
But now I finally see what the fuck is wrong with me

Always searching for an exit
Paranoid, always questioning intentions
For all the times that I never learned my lessons
The fear persists and I fall back to regression
Been living life inside the crosshairs
Feeding off the scraps, survival's never been fair
Harmed inside the walls of those who claimed to care
I've been left for dead and stripped naked and bare

Trudging through life, I've grown worn out and bitter
Wish I could cut the wires of my short-circuiting system
And now I'm bleeding out from all the hurt that was given
Why wasn't my safety ever fucking considered
Fell short of blind eyes, why wouldn't anyone listen
Ignored the warning signs and now everything is different
Fear takes control of my mind, it's violent and unforgiving
Why wasn't my safety ever fucking considered

Extortionist
Stare into the seething wounds, motherfucker
You've never seen pain like this before

Why wasn't my safety ever fucking considered
Uh!
No, no
Fuck you all
Go, go
No safety
Uh!
No safety
No safety